Getting close and cozy

Water flew down the roadways, and years passed by as the wooing bees across the empty sky… I was moving across the planes of the earth, thinking of the unthinkable… something that I had only dreamt of, something that I had just waited for so long… relentlessly, mercifully thinking the world will shower… the golden dreams will come true, will they? Am I moving?

I am getting close and cozy. No shaking, no staggering, I am so still, so calm. Am I still alive?